I've never know what's the feeling of celebrating Valentine's Day with someone whom I love. Cuz the one I loved has left before Valentine's Day. Many years ago, so much hates were in me, because he came and go without having an intention to being responsible to my life.

Taking up a bold steps, convinced myself that a new one could be better, I got hooked up with another guy in just few months time after the 1st break up. Happened right after Valentine's, so once again no Valentine's celebrations, but the post-Valentine's lunch date in a garden with him, it was nice. If you're reading this, I thank you for bringing me there. It was memorable. Besides, your family members' friendliness has always been something I still appreciate. We are not meant for each other, we understand. Thanks for the memories.
From the last relationship up until today, it's almost a year time. If were to compare with the idle time i named it, that happen after the 1st relationship. This is rather long.
It's not that I being offensive to man, it's just that the suitable one is all this while being undecisive.
Anyhow, this year Valentine's day fall on the 1st day of Chinese New Year. Still gonna have a single Valentine's, the difference is, I don't have to attend singles valentine's gathering with coursemates like last year and the year before, great?
Damn funny i tell you~ It's so NOT cool at all to have singles Valentine's gathering cuz the diners in those restaurants that we chose were mostly couples. It was awkward, in another word.
Well~ to all couples out there, I wish you have a Happy Valentine's. To singles out there, Happy Chinese New Year
lah. Get lots of angpow and buy yourself a girlfriend/ boyfriend.
oh well that was just joke, don't ever BUY cuz it's dangerous.
Til then =)
which has length about 10-16 inches and
the specific length for each player's marker
are depends on which position the player plays.
and.....
to my BIG and OMG and WHAT?!!!!! ---- surprise,
APPARENTLY...
These are called LUXE...
Photos taken from www.google.com.my
to be specific it's DLX LUXE.
so apparently! LUXE is a brand of paintball marker!
because of these hot discussions among the paintball friends, I decided to buy KOTEX LUXE and give it a try. I'm not gonna comment bout it cuz the time of the month is not here yet. But 1 thing for sure, the products reach female paintballers like me doh. Amazing marketing?
Looking back at all paintball days I had, if were to share with u here in my blog, i bet I might need a few days time and some stories might can't be expressed in words... instead of just funny lil jokes like the above, there are also some touching moments you'll hardly understand unless you experience it yourself.
It's an expensive sports, no one should deny this, I suppose. However, the value and knowledge you gain from this sports is very meaningful. From how you strategise, how to manage a team, how to communicate well in field, handling stress, how to play together as a team, understanding paintball equipments technology, to how u understand the value of sportmanship, and eventually cherishing friendship... laughters, sharings, and many others...
Paintball, my favourite sports. and you?
Special Thanks to :
Boss Wong
Wei
Gilbert
Marcus
Melvin
Team Yakuza
Team Feva Division
KOTEX LUXE
DLX LUXE
The KOTEX LUXE photo commenters
Everyone who works / trains / play / laugh / smile / cry / sleep in MAPAAC
for the inspirations of this write up.