Closeliness is Togetherness

I'm sitting in the living room with my mom who is now watching TV show. It's been quite some time since I last sit in living room with her and watch tv show together. Although I'm not really watching the show but actually writing blog here, to be the mom's TV partner somehow could be 1 of the daughter's responsibilities which then motivated me to do so.

Now I can see the good for doing internship in KL instead of Melaka. I can do quite many things that i couldn't do in Melaka. Perhaps it was also the forbidden that reminds me the importance of all these things. Now I cherish and appreciate every single thing that i can do in KL, cuz one fine day when i'm back to my campus in Melaka, I'll surely miss all the good times i could have had here.

However, to put this in an opposite way, I might even more cherish all the times i'll be having in Melaka after 4 months internship in KL. I will only have two more semesters to go before graduating. Once, i was the 1st year student that keep involving myself with the campus activities hoping to know more friends as kick start; a 2nd year student that agreed to help out some new known friends to form a buddhist society in MMU Melaka; and right now a final year student who's doing internship in the first sem before going back campus to study for another 2 more sem.

It's a FINAL YEAR, perhaps it's the word "final year" that had reminded me "it's time for some serious study". Time flies like it never fly before, all of a sudden I'm a final year student, who now have a lot new self-perceptions about life. I really couldn't believe this is what I'm planning. I'm thinking of sacrificing almost 50% of my online time to watch drama or talk with parents in living room, 30% of my online time has always sacrificed for work, so left another 20% for a full time online =( at least blogging and watch tv with parents on the same time is quite fun-efficient.

There's something strange which had been keep happening in me recently. I'm doing lots of stuff that I did during young time especially those during high school. I'm reading quite a lot and play my piano back. I was listening to MYFM (1 of the top chinese radio stations in Malaysia) and trying to enjoy songs broadcasted from it but realised, "why I can hardly hear a good song". It's really weird that I'm no longer really crazy of idol type of pop songs. I'm currently craving for soothing type. Been listening to Priscilla Ahn's recently.

Was it because I miss my good old times so I do stuff that I did during high school time; OR because I've wasted a lot of times to do things that are not the best for myself?

Here are some photos taken during Ai Ling's birthday celebration.

Italiannies @ The Curve.

Siang En

Siang En and Kyle


from back left, Kok Hoong, Siang En, Kah Yen.
from front left, Ai Ling and I.


Ai Ling the birthday girl


Group photo

It's not easy to organised a reunion like this. When time flies, we hardly realize that everyone had changed yet don't change much. Changed in term the physical, the mind thinking, the knowledge, the experience that we gained and many others. The don't change much are personality, the smile, and the closeliness.

It's everyone's birthday that brought us together. Frankly, without birthday celebration, reunion like this could hardly organised. Everyone is busy but there are times when i'm not quite sure what exactly we are all busy about...

closeliness is togetherness